And so I peel away layers of unreality, try to accept what is, not how I want things or people to be, to live in the now, and to not have my happiness be outcome dependent. And then I see I am still attached, still fighting reality, still trying to force reality to fit my story, my narrative.
And thus I realize that even my path to enlightenment has been outcome dependent. I want to grasp and hold and know truth, but truth is not playing my game. Truth is what truth does. Reality is what happens, not what I want to happen. I will learn to not only accept what is, I will learn to love it.
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